My definition

I was already confused about our situation. I think things turned a new leaf all too soon. And me, well I just can't have that kind of amusement ride for my emotions. But people are always saying I need to let go, live, beat, drum..... Well I think I am beating...the drumming is just a little too loud. So as he spoke, I sat there, confused, ashamed, scared, and excited all in the same vein. and then I asked him, "so what am I in this situation, what should I call myself? His response, "You can think of yourself as the beautiful, intelligent, and phenomenal woman that I would love to spend the rest of my life with."................Is that my definition?